Now, I have a passion to worship. My heart longs to worship every minute. God is so good and full mercy, love, and grace! HOW CAN I NOT WORSHIP HIM? I want to spread my passion like a wild fire. I want to try and teach about the powerful affect worship has. Some people do not understand worship, so I will go out and try to explain different points and aspects of it. I am going to share some of my personal experiences with worship, with you.

I was really inspired and touched by the song, "Right Here" by Jeremy Camp. It talks about every where I go, I know God is right here. I want to share some personal things, because if there are people in the position I was in or still fighting a battle like this, I want to encourage you! When my father first got cancer, we lost it all. We lost are homes, our car, our life. It felt like the whole world flipped on me. When we first moved into my aunt's house, I cried my self to sleep every night. I cried out to God, I was confused and lost. There were times laying in hospice at 4 in the morning, just not know what the sun rise could bring in my life. I lived in fear and was full of a sad feeling. Yeah, I looked happy. I could smile and be nice, but inside I hurt. I felt like my life was never going to get back to where it was. My memories of my past haunted me. Every night wishing I had my old bed back. I longed to wake up to the noises of my father getting ready for work. I wanted to wake up and feel the warmth of a Saturday morning! I wanted my past! Then one night I was watching Joyce Meyers. She was talking about, "This is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad!" That was what I lived on. I lived off of the joy of the Lord. When those feelings came upon me I prayed. I cried out to God. I realized that God has never left me. He is always by my side. Those long nights I was up crying out, HE WAS THERE! Those nights in hospice, HE WAS WITH ME! When I laid on a hospital bead in the trauma unit, fighting for my life, HE WAS WITH ME! Every step I take he is with me. He is with you too! We just have to give it all to him. The past is the past. How much I would love the past. How much would I love to feel my fathers working hands. How much I would love to play with my dad and be goofy. That is the past, GOD HAS A FUTURE! God has your life laid out for you. Follow his ways, trust in him. He is the beginning and the end. He makes all things work out for good. Follow your destiny and your dreams. I never thought I would lead worship. I always dreamed about it. My dad never knew, HE NEVER KNEW, I wanted to lead worship. It was a hidden dream that I never knew was my destiny. I know that all my days I will love the Lord! He will never leave me or forsake me. Every where I go I know he will not be far away.